Satan would not oppose you if God were not going to use you. Stay encouraged & endure.
Satan would not oppose you if God were not going to use you. Stay encouraged & endure.
(This is an unplanned follow-up to a post I did about this passage earlier this week.)
Has it ever seemed like things are going really well in your relationship with God one day, and then almost the next day you’re spiritually in the dumps? Maybe your quiet times are going great and the Bible is really challenging you and speaking to you, and then the next thing you know it’s hard to even focus on what you’re reading. If you’ve been a Christian for longer than a year, this has likely happened to you. Like any relationship, the Christian life is full of ups and downs.
I was actually thinking about this earlier today. I decided to dub it “spiritual amnesia.” Spiritual amnesia is where, for whatever reason, you just forget who you are and, more importantly, whose you are. Why is it so easy for us to forget that we are redeemed people? We are holy and righteous. First Peter 2:9 tells us that we are the people of God and we are to worship Him. But sometimes we forget…
This has happened for thousands of years to many heroes of the faith. For example, Abraham is considered the father of faith (Gal 3:7) but he suffered from spiritual amnesia. In Genesis 12:1-3 God promises to make Abram a great nation. Abram then starts his journey of faith with God, he’s protected from Pharaoh (Gen 12:17), he rescues his brother, Lot (Gen 14:16), but pretty soon Abram doubts God. In Gen 15:2-3, the father of faith wavers in his faith. Sounds like Abram had a case of spiritual amnesia.
Another example is found in 1 Kings 18. In 1 Kings 18:38-39, Elijah witnesses God defeat Baal by sending fire to consume wood. Then God ends a multi-year drought (1 Kings 18:45) and then empowers Elijah to outrun a chariot (1 Kings 18:46). Then in Ch 19, THE VERY NEXT CHAPTER, Elijah hears that Jezebel wants to kill him, so he goes into despair and asks God to kill him (1 Kings 19:3-4). After going toe-to-toe with all the Baal prophets and seeing God win, Elijah is then afraid of one person. He was certainly suffering from spiritual amnesia.
Another example comes from John. In the John 6:10-11, Jesus feeds five thousand people. Later that night he walks across the sea to Capernaum (Jn 6:19). The crowd follows him and then in Jn 6:30-31 they ask him for a sign saying, “Our fathers ate manna from Heaven.” They seem to have forgotten that just yesterday Jesus had fed five thousand people bread… from Heaven! This is also a clear case of spiritual amnesia!
There are plenty of other examples of this behavior. In the book of judges, it happens repeatedly (Judges 2:19)! It seems like a common pattern for people in the Bible to forget about God. Sadly, I see this pattern in my own life too… So how do we “fix” it? Is there a cure?
I don’t know.
I think the only thing we can do is continually seek the face of God. The more time we spend with God, the more we will remember. Often I feel like the person described in James 1:24 who just can’t seem to remember who he is. As soon as I stop reading my Bible I forget that I’m a son of God. I forget that I have the Holy Spirit inside of me. I forget that I’ve been given everything I need to live a life that will please and glorify God. I forget.
But James 1:25 tells us we must look intently. There must be a purposeful, consistent, persistent gazing. We must have a pursuit of God. Too often, Christianity is portrayed as a once time event. Like turning 18. Once you turn 18, you’ll always be 18 without ever having to try or do anything else. Becoming a Christian is a lot more different. Becoming a Christian is about beginning a lifelong relationship. Being a Christian is a lot like being in love. We must pursue God, just like he pursued us. Being a Christian means responding to what God has already done.
Perhaps if we focus on what God has done we won’t be so quick to develop spiritual amnesia.
God never promised that life would be easy. In fact, Jesus promises pretty much the opposite in John 16:33. Jesus says we will have trouble. Life is full of pain, grief, and sorrow. These emotions are all part of the human experience. They’re a part of who we are and how we experience this fallen, broken world. Ecclesiastes 3:1 reassures us that this is normal. There are times and seasons for everything.
Specifically, Ecclesiastes 3:4 tells us that there are times to mourn. There are times for sorrow; but there are also times to celebrate. Life is a paradox. One of my favorite quotes comes from the character Brian in Vanilla Sky, he says, “Just remember, the sweet is never as sweet without the sour, and I know the sour…”
I think life is a lot like that. It takes the sour to appreciate the sweet. It takes death to appreciate life. And it’s okay to mourn when people die. In fact, it’s Biblical. Look at the Psalms. Sixty-seven psalms are regarded as lament psalms either wholly or in part. Sixty-one are laments in their entirety. To me, one of the saddest Psalms, is Psalm 88. Look at Psalm 88:14, 16, 18. Those verses are tragic. Yet in Psalm 88:1 the Psalmist refers to God as “the God who saves me.”
After Job lost everything, he went into a deep state of sorrow. In Job 2:13, his friends show up and just sit there with him for a whole week. No one says anything; they’re just there for him, supporting him, comforting him.
Even Jesus, in Mark 14:34 says that his “soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death.” Even Jesus! Arguably the shortest verse in the Bible (depending on what translation you use) is John 11:35 where the text says that “Jesus wept.” If Jesus can mourn, so can we. If Jesus can feel despair, so can we. It’s okay.
It’s not a sin to feel sorrow, despair, or depression (although it can be easy to sin while feel like this). The problem comes when we try to hide our emotions from God; or when we try to “sterilize” our prayers. Many of the Psalms are full of questions to God. Questions like, “How long, O LORD, how long?” (Psalm 6:3), or “Why have you rejected us forever, O God?” (Psalm74:1). Those are just two examples but there are dozens of others.
My point is simply this, when time are hard and we feel pain, we need to be honest with God. We need to bring our pain to Him and lean on Him for strength. Psalm 142:1-2 talks about being open and honest with God. Psalm 143:1 asks God to listen, with verse 10 asking for guidance. And Psalm 144:1-2 gives praise to God calling Him our fortress, stronghold, deliverer, and shield.We need to admit that we don’t understand the world but that we trust in someone who does. God is in charge and it’s not our place to know all the answers to life’s questions.
The good news is that we have hope; if not in this life, then certainly in the next. God will be victorious and He will be glorified. Although most of the Psalms are lament psalms, read the last one, Psalm 150:6 is the last verse in the book of Psalms and it simply says, “Let everything that has breath praise the LORD. Praise the LORD.”
God also promises that he will be with us during hard times. One of my all-time favorite Bible verses is 1 Peter 5:10. While it does promise that we may suffer for “a little while” it also promises that God Himself will restore us and make us “strong, firm, and steadfast.”
To him be the power for ever and ever. Amen (1 Peter 5:11).
It was a Saturday during the summer of 2006. Some friends and I were stretching before a run and I was feeling really good. It was a gorgeous Alaska morning and we were about to do our long run for the week; I think I was going to run 5 miles. This run served as a decompression for me from the stress of the week. It was the perfect way to start a weekend. We said a prayer and then started. I took off at a quick pace and was thankful for my health. Once I got about 3/4 of a mile out, I decided that I wanted to pray a little bit while I ran. So I took a side-trail that went up a hill to better see the mountains and sunrise. As I topped the hill, I said the words, “Thank you for this beautiful view, God.” It was at that moment, while I was fixated on the mountain and the far-off scenery that I stepped on a rock. I blew my ankle out (my 4th sprain for the season) and fell to the ground. Hard.
My run was over. I limped back to the car and waited for my friends to finish their runs.
During runs, and in life, I think it’s important to remember what awaits us at the finish line. I think we need to visualize our ultimate goal. We must look to Jesus. He waits for us at our finish line. However, Jesus also said that we must take up our cross daily (Luke 9:23). There is a daily, moment by moment element to our walk with Christ that must not be ignored either. If we look too far ahead, we will not pay attention to the path right in front of us.
When I’m running, I keep the finish line in my head, but I keep my eyes focused on the path directly before me. As you’ve read, I learned this lesson the hard way. I took my eyes off the path and looked at something far off in the distance. I paid for my carelessness by spraining my ankle.
In life, we must constantly keep Christ in the back of our mind as our ultimate goal. He is the author and perfecter of our faith, the beginning and the end, the starting line and the finish line. However, we must keep our focus on the daily opportunities we have to serve God.
Jesus endured the temporary pain of the cross for the joy set before Him. He kept His eyes on the finish line, but also completed the task immediately in front of Him. I hope to imitate Jesus by keeping in step with the Spirit (Gal 5:25) daily, but also always remembering the eternal promise of life everlasting.
This verse makes me think of a quote I once heard: “I read the Bible to find its faults, but it found mine.” The Bible is dangerous!
If you really read the Bible and compare yourself to it, the only response is to realize how great God is and how depraved we are. The Bible makes me very aware of my faults and how to fix them. The Bible challenges me and has, more than once, cut me very deep. It challenges me to grow in maturity, to draw close to God, and to live my life the way God wants me to.
I want to tell you about a man who, despite his physical limitations, did all he could to see Jesus.
Jesus entered Jericho and was passing through. A man was there by the name of Zacchaeus; he was a chief tax collector and was wealthy. He wanted to see who Jesus was, but being a short man he could not, because of the crowd. So he ran ahead and climbed a sycamore-fig tree to see him, since Jesus was coming that way. When Jesus reached the spot, he looked up and said to him, “Zacchaeus, come down immediately. I must stay at your house today.” So he came down at once and welcomed him gladly.
Call me crazy, but I have a feeling that Jesus could sense Zacchaeus’ yearning to see him. It may even be that Jesus was rewarding Zacchaeus for his zeal by having dinner at his house that night. I certainly know I’d love to have Jesus spend the night at my place!
But the question is, when we feel like there’s nothing we can do to see Jesus, when we feel spiritually exhausted or burnt out, what do you do? Do you simply let yourself stay that way, or do you put effort into having that relationship—that closeness with Jesus?
Zacchaeus could have simply let his chance slip past him. He could have decided that the crowd around him was too large and there was no way he would be able to see Jesus. He could have even felt sorry for himself and blamed God for making him so short in the first place.
The point is, when we want to see Jesus, we can; all that’s required of us is to put some effort into it! God may have made me short, but he also gave me the sycamore-fig tree to climb. Never let those around you stop you from seeing your Maker’s face!
So how can we apply this practically? I think Jesus helps us in Luke 13:24 when He tells us to “make every effort…”
Make every effort to be close to Jesus.
The sad thing is this puts a lot of responsibility on me to be close to Jesus. Ultimately, the question isn’t whether or not I can have a close relationship with God, but whether or not I’m willing to work for it. Am I willing to make every effort? Am I willing to be inventive and see the tree that I can climb?
And when I do get in a good spot, am I willing to keep looking? Am I willing to build up my endurance? I know for me, it’s easy to feel like I’ve arrived and I don’t have to keep on trying anymore. I feel like I’m finished earning my “Jesus points” and now I can just sit back and relax, but I have to keep on working. A fisherman doesn’t catch fish once and then think he’s finished. A farmer doesn’t have one successful harvest and then think his farm will just run itself.
Galatians 6:9 says:
“Let us not grow weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.”
I think another area where many people fall short is not making time for God. It’s easy for us to make excuses about how busy we are, how unfair life is, how we’ll get to it “someday.” But that “someday I’ll be good enough” attitude is self-destructive because it destroys hope for today. Check out 1 Peter 2:9-10:
“But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light. Once you were not a people, but now you are the people of God; once you had not received mercy, but now you have received mercy.”
I remember how it felt the first time I read this. What I quickly realized was that it’s written in the present-tense. It doesn’t say ‘someday you will be a chosen people,” “someday you will be the people of God.”
It says “you are a chosen people.” It says “but now you are the people of God.” Not someday far from now, but today…right now! The fact that God looks at us as royalty right this very moment motivates me to live up that that.
Live a life worthy of the title you’ve been granted by God.
Read that again to make sure it sinks in…
Live a life worthy of the title you’ve been granted by God.
If God considers you a royal priesthood, perhaps it’s time to make sure you’re living like one. So how do we do that? Well in the same passage it tells us to “declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness.” Praise Him. Let your whole life praise Him. Live your life in a way that praises Him to all who are around you.
I know you’ve met someone whose light just radiates. The moment you’re around them you know they’re a believer. I know a few people like this. After being around them for just a few minutes, I’m already in a great mood. I long to be one of these people—to have such a positive impact on those around me.
But for now, it helps to know that I’m one of God’s chosen; it helps to know that I’m part of a royal priesthood; that I’m part of His holy nation; that I belong to God.
So do you!
You’re chosen by God. You’re part of a royal priesthood. You’re a citizen of the same holy nation. You, too, belong to God.
I encourage you to live a life worthy of the title you’ve been granted.